i recently read this book that i picked up in wal mart, "shoulda, coulda, woulda." parts in the book were cliche' but some parts made me want to experience love again. my mom always asks, "april when are you going to get a boyfriend" and i laugh in response. it's not that i don't want a boyfriend and i'm definitely not thirsty for one but i'm just waiting. my last relationship was something that opened my eyes up to the possibility of genuinely loving someone but on the other hand it pushed me back a few steps. how it ended. that's an experience i rather not relive.. im not saying that i'm scared rather that im careful. a few of my friends say, well you can't experience the trial and errors of relationships without actually giving them a chance..... in a sense, i feel that, but on the other hand - im just not persuaded. i mean....idk....i guess until i stumble across that someone, i'll keep giggling when my mom asks about her future son-in-law.
happy tuesday,
april <3
