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so, i've noticed that i have high-highs and low-lows. when i'm happy, i'm really happy. when i'm down, im really down. i should work on reaching some sort of equillibrium. i reached the conclusion that i was better off single but i hurridly dismissed the through of being single for the rest of my life. i understand that you have to lose some before you win and you don't win them all. i guess, i should back up a little and discuss what happened... so as usual, i was getting to know someone. i mean things were mashed potato smooth... we talked, texted everyday. then we finally kicked it. i guess somewhere between the walk in the park, the meal, the movie and the ride back home something went wrong? i thought things were cool. so the next day, i decided that i wasnt going to be the first to make communication...ha. so i waited all day, and he finally texted me. score, right? wrong. i guess the play i was running went wrong and it back fired because we don't text/talk at all now. i'm not really tripping. we had a lot in common but i'm a firm believer in what's meant to be, will be. i always say, it's funny how life works out. good things fall apart so better things can fall together. so all in all, i decided that i couldn't let small things get to me. i'm done whining over spilled milk. i lost one. so what? they're thousands more. ;)

peace,
april nicole. <3